I don’t think you’ll check your tumblr anytime soon, but when you do. here you go :]
I chose 1 picture from almost every folder we have in our adventure book ♥ It was so hard to choose because all of them were just so ugly. LOL. im kidding.
damn our journey has been quite rocky, bumpy, pot holey, roller coaster wild. It’s been crazy. and if you actually think about it, it’s so strange how everything and everybody ties in together one way or another. and who would have thought that we would meet in the end? who would have thought we would even be in a relationship?!? forealz.~
It’s just insane to look back and see how much we’ve grown and how much we’ve sacrificed, how much we’ve hurt and how much we’ve fought hard for a resolution. I think we’re tough. I’m tough to DEAL with for sure. lol. but I thank you for trying to be better. I thank you for working hard at this relationship and I thank you for becoming a better person than you were back then, even if other people still might not see that. I see that, because I’ve seen both of your past and present and who you are now and boyyyyyy might I say it was hard for me to re-route your entire mindset.
I never really imagined my life turning out to be like this. I’ve always wanted a fairy tale love story like every one else in the world. but I never thought I’d get this. Lord just slumped you right in front of my door step with a box of lucky charms and trix swirly yogurt. how could I say no. but then again, we didn’t start this relationship like a normal couple would. we never had the usual “20 questions” or the pro-longing butterflies. it all just came like the speed of lighting and I honestly was scared to commit to that because I knew all relationships hurt people. the more we let people in the way of our relationship, the more we distanced ourselves from each other. and the more we didn’t communicate to try to resolve our fights, it would just come back to haunt us in another fight in the end. our relationship is such a son of a bitch. but I wouldn’t have it any other way. (:
Darling you’re a wonderful boyfriend. a wonderful best friend, a wonderful soul. thank you for loving me for me without my make up on, my hair did, and all dolled up. thank you for loving me when I fart or burp or sneeze like a madman. thank you for loving me when I yell at your and start fights with you and make fun of you. thank you for cooking for me and buying tampons and pads. thank you for stretching your gas for me. thank you for doing your best to make me happy and going on adventures with me. thank you for buying me food and things for us to use. thank you for dealing with my bitchiness, my indecisiveness, and my bullshit. thank you for accepting my ugliness in the morning and stinky breath. thank you for loving my face, my small boobs, and my chubby tummy just the way it is. thank you for accepting my weirdness. thank you for putting in your 100% into this relationship ♥
as you know, we have a lot… and I MEAN A LOTTT more ahead of us. bigger priorities and greater challenges. but I know we’ll make it through all of them because through these months that we’ve been together we have been through soooooo freaking much it’s flabbergasting to even put it all together. up and downs and happiness and sadness, scares and worries. oh honey we’ve had it all. I think God puts us through this to make us stronger though. and He proved to me that there isn’t anything that the Lord throws at us that we cannot handle if we stick together and solve it as a team. The Lord proved to us that if we trust our struggles and be there for each other through thick and thin, the light at the end of the tunnel only a day away. and I thank God for giving me you because with you, He’s given me great experiences.
I know it’s 4 hours from now, I didn’t want to write it later because we’d be spending time together all day tomorrow, but happy official 10 months (11 months starting from 091112) Ryan-Joshua ♥ I love you very berry extra cherry strawberry chocolate covered blueberry pineapple harry chewbacca cow dairy much! (:
-Love, your girlfriend aka VyVy.
noah: “WOULD YOU JUST STAY WITH ME!
allie: “STAY WITH YOU?! WHAT FOR? LOOK AT US WE’RE ALREADY FIGHTING!”
noah: “WELL THAT’S WHAT WE DO!.. WE FIGHT! YOU TELL ME WHEN I’M BEING AN ARROGANT SON OF A BITCH, AND I TELL YOU WHEN YOU’RE BEING A PAIN IN THE ASS! WHICH YOU ARE! 99% OF THE TIME. IM NOT AFRAID TO HURT YOUR FEELINGS. THEY HAVE LIKE A TWO SECOND REBOUND RATE AND YOU’RE BACK DOING THE NEXT PAIN IN THE ASS THING.”
allie: “SO WHAT!”
noah: “SO, IT’S NOT GOING TO BE EASY. IT’S GOING TO BE REALLY HARD. AND WE’RE GOING TO HAVE TO WORK AT THIS EVERYDAY, BUT I WANT TO DO THAT BECAUSE I WANT YOU. I WANT ALL OF YOU. FOREVER, YOU AND ME. EVERYDAY.”